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Almost at 2.5k, so it's time for a questions meme! Hit me with whatever and anything! Especially embarrassing questions.

I play this weenie and an Echo, The Caretaker. Hawke hasn't been intro'd yet.

Questions that are not allowed:
- How are you dealing with falling into kyr hell?
- Why won't you let me flirt with Naru?

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THIS ONE SHOULD BE THE EASIEST ONE BUT SOMEHOW IT'S THE HARDEST ONE. Also this may inaccurate depending on how our threads go. So I'm going to answer for him prior to the sword-training & trauma game.

Straight up, he doesn't know how to deal with Yato. His memories really haven't painted a favourable picture of him whatsoever with a small exception. Yato is incompetent, broke, followerless, sketchy, and all around trash god. HE REALLY ISN'T EVEN SURE HOW SOMEONE LIKE HIM EVEN EXISTS because by all accounts it doesn't make sense. What's the point of a god like this and even worse, why was this the god that he got stuck with? Then to make matters worse, most of their interaction here were really stupid and he was starting to get the impression that he shouldn't waste his time on someone like Yato who totally didn't want him around either so!! Then stuff happened and he put in a lot more effort to try and get somewhere with Yato because he was starting to like the idea of being a shinki because he remembers being so proud when he evolved into a hafuri. WHICH WAS ALSO HARD BECAUSE HE STILL FELT LIKE YATO DIDN'T WANT HIM AROUND even though he tried to be straight up about it.

Annnnd he still kind of feels like that even though they shared shards. He has FEELINGS towards Yato and he cares about him but he feels like Yato would rather if he didn't come around, which is obnoxious!! Super obnoxious!! He felt Yato's FUWAFUWA feelings towards him in the shards, so why is it different here? WHY IS IT SO HARD.

BASICALLY HE FEELS UNWANTED BUT HE CARES ABOUT YATO, SO HE'S PRETTY OFFENDED. Both by the unwanted feelings and by the positive feelings.

I hope these RAMBLES make sense?!