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Y. Matsuoka

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GROUP CHAT: [ Club Sunshine ]

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[maskreant]

sometimes i have to be careful or i'll cut myself with this edge.

i imagine so? there were weird horsemen after you.

lemme know if this isn't ok

[secare]

think you deserve to be cut a little

i'm glad we were able to run off in time
but they caught up to me another time
turns out i betrayed the heavens
and tried to murder a goddess

shocking right??
cuz imagine me

it ok

[maskreant]

i've heard some weird things, so i'm not surprised. if it helps, i've apparently killed a god before.

look at us, traitor of the divine.

[secare]

you know what
that actually does help
makes it feel less weird?

heavens tremble before us
no wonder we're enemies of christmas

[maskreant]

weird is the new normal.

why kill a goddess though?

[secare]

here? yea absolutely

to protect someone important to me
it was her or him

i don't think it was calculated
just
reaction

[maskreant]

then we both had good reasons to go for the kill.

it looks like you’re a good person through and though.

[secare]

why did you? someone to save?

hmm
i dunno

[maskreant]

i didn't want to turn my eyes away from the truth and wanted the world to be free or something. the god wanted to control humanity.

it's weird to consider i did all of that.

[secare]

hmm yea
i can imagine

akira: savior of mankind

kind of amazing really

makes my thing feel trite

[maskreant]

really? i think it's nice that you would go so far for your friend.

a lot of people try to throw away their negative raw emotions, but i think more people should embrace it. in moderation, obviously. most don't know how to control it.

[secare]

my friend. . .?

no i can't say that
he's

don't take this wrong way
but he's my master
a god of his own right

yea
i agree
people are made up of good and bad
there's got to be a balance

[maskreant]

this is unfair. i can't say what i want to say because you already told me not to take it the wrong way.

we're still the evil in this world, though. just a reminder.

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that's because
if you say what i think you will
i'll break out in hives and die

let me be clear
it's nothing weird
i don't remember too much about it
but it's not weird

was that ever in question?
we're enemies of heaven, you and i

[maskreant]

are we enemies of heaven because you're into dom/sub?

[ IT'S BECAUSE YOU SAID IT ISn'T WEIRD TWICE, so he has to. ]

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our friendship is over

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WHAT THE FUCK AKIRA

[maskreant]

i never thought it was that weird from the start, but you kept emphasizing it.

this is what happens.

[secare]

you suck

and it's because you can't say "master"
without it sounding like some kind
of
t h i n g

[maskreant]

was it hot?

[secare]

no

[maskreant]

they must have been really important to you, either way.

killing a god, or even wanting to, doesn't come easily.

[secare]

you're right

i don't
really understand it yet

but i think

in that life
he was someone i would have given up
anything for

do you know what that's like?

[maskreant]

[ At first, he can say he isn't sure... He wants to think he does, but the opportunity hasn't shown itself. No memories dictate that his other self had the same conviction.

Until it hits him... He would lay down what's left of his life for his friends, even if it brands him till death. ]

yeah, i do.

it's when whatever happens to you doesn't matter.

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( for some reason, yukine can't help but smile a little at his phone. )

yea
you get it

man
this conversation went places
i accidentally exposed a lot to you